Do you think I am depressed?
Both my teacher and my mom think I am. Are they right? I know this because they both brought it up I'm not just guessing. I told them that I am not but I am starting to wonder if I actually am. My friends don't see it and they agree with me that I am not depressed but that's only because I put on a mask when I am around them. A pretend I'm having fun and I am happy but I can only do it so long. Last week I broke down during my third hour. I ran out of the room though before anyone could tell besides my teacher. Which is also the same teacher I talked about at the beginning. She told me I don't need to be strong for her but I don't know. I hate crying in front of her and also my mom. I've known this teacher since I was pretty much born by the way. This is getting long so I'll only tell you one more thing and if you need more information just ask me and I'll add it. But every night unless I am with someone else like a friends house I cry. I cry every night unless someone else is with me.If I have nothing to cry about. I make it up.I usually keep my feelings to my self unless I have some huge meltdown in front of my mom. I don't even write about how I feel. I will write about what happened but never how I feel. And then after I'm done writing it I will rip the paper into a million pieces. Thoughts,Idea's,anything about this would be great.
Update:Oh gahh.. Woops wrong Category 
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Comments
It sounds like something is troubling you and you seem to be a bit frustrated. It sounds like you feel that you can't trust people enough to open up to them.
Start to let people in and be honest if you feel a bit down, everyone has emo moments/days/weeks.
Don't be too hard on yourself and find things to do which make you feel happy
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