My crush destroyed my life?
It all started 3 years ago. She was just a simple crush and then I tried approaching her, and eventually we started hunging out with friend. She was the one who aksed me that. Well it was like a dream, but I wanted to give it some time because she was extremely shy, and I felt a lot of pressure. But things didnt carry on that way. Her friends didnt want to hung out with me anymore and then we moved to different towns for our studies and eventually we even stopped talking and I just lived on. One year ago I heard that she quited her studies, and she would move in the same city with me to start new studies and then I wanted to try again. Six motnhs ago I tried to talk to her and she left me while I was trying to ask her out. And that was what i was afraid of. I have never spoked to her since then excet saying hi. I was very sad, i was getting drunk a lot, and I still feel depressed. I always thought that se liked me, not they way i liked her though, but nwo shed doesnt even show any interest in my existence. I have to move on but i cant. I cant talk to other girls, and even when they show a lot of interest in me, i cant react. It makes it even worse to know that there are a lot of girls that find me very smart and hot, but she has completely different opinion. I think of it personally. It is not that she has someone else, or she has crush on someone, i know from her friends. Any other girl would at least give me a shot. Please i need help i cant take it anymore.
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I think for your own best that you need to move on. You've heard it a lot, I bet, but you shouldn't spend time on her, if she is neglecting. Of course, if you can bear being only friends with her, go ahead! If not, make a steadfast decision and tell her how you feel. No matter what she answers, you will get some closure.
Just get her when she's not acepting it and just tell her how you feel