how to transform "bad karma" to average.?
Other people, are able to do things, that if I did the same, they are "cool" and I am an "asshole". He can "pass out" at noon, and be "cool" , but If I have two beers before 5:00 pm, I am considered a drunk. While on a motorcycle ride, someone raced, and almost caused an accident, by narrowly missing a rear end collision, I hit a rock in the road, and kept control, and when we stopped, he was "cool" and no-one wanted to ride next to me anymore. I see people who do nothing, while they are at work, sit and talk B.S. on overtime, and get praises. I practically work through my breaks, and do all the overtime asked, for no recognition. Not that I want it, but I work hard for my employer. they get promoted, I get a lay-off, and not called back. I do, do anything, that any of my friends, or family ask, moving, car repair, house painting, but when I ask? I have to do it alone.It is not just a recent thing, this has truly been the story of my whole life. I have always looked to the positive, but after 50 years, of what seems to be,(to me) more of the same-o-same-o "how can they be so lucky, when I work at trying" type of attitude, that just perplexes me. I am a honest, hard working person, with no luck of any kind what-so-ever. I give my all to conform, no-help. I try to be independent, no-help. Seems to me that I am destined to, be alone, friendless, jobless, and homeless. No matter how much I try to prevent these things from happening. Any suggestions from anyone, will be welcomed.
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Keep the faith, be positive, think positive and things will get better for you
Pray to Zeus for a change