Why am I do depressed?
I am very depressed I'm only 16 I have a good famiely a normal good life ! I have no friends at all now becouse I pushed them all away I don't go out anymore , I have a anxiety and a massive panic attack to the point I Nerly pass out every time I leave the house to stay over someone's house I can't even stay at famielys houses I just freak out and get a massive panic and anxiety attack when ever I leave the house ! I'm addicted to cutting I cut most nights ,my craveings to cut are so bad I carry a blade to school incase the urges get to strong /bad! I don't no why I'm like this the anxiety the depression wanting to kill myself not eating pushing everyone away !ive been like this for months ! Why am I like this why is this happening to me ? I have a normal life and nothing to be depressed about ????
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I'm 19 and a male.
I have a steady job and my home life is great.
I have really bad depression and really bad anxiety. I've pushed EVERYONE away, I'm practically a loner now.
So you aren't alone.
My girlfriend used to cut, a lot. Deep and long cuts.
The only thing they do is hurt the people who care about you the most.
Hypothetically
If you accidentally do happen to cut too deep, and you go into shock. Imagine how your loved ones will feel having one less family member.
I remember meeting up with my girlfriend, to see cuts all up and down her thighs and inner arms.
I'mnot one to cry , at all. But this killed me every single time.
You really really need to stop cutting. It's much easier said than done I know and understand. But it's the first step to conquering your depression.
Your life isn't at its prime, school sucks haha.
You have so much more to look forward to believe me.
Chin up, force yourself into those social situations, force yourself to go out, that way you will force your depression away.