does this sound like paranoia?
I always have the feeling that:
- I need to be on my guard against others
- Negative comments about me might be being put around
- People deliberately try to irritate me or do things to ruin my marriage
- I might be being observed or followed
- Strangers and friends look at me critically
- a relative, the maid, and one close family have bad intentions towards me
- People would harm me if given an opportunity
- My actions and thoughts might be controlled by others
And every time an event happens and it proves to me that there is something stewing against me...
Am I mentally sick or I have the clearest perception of this sick world?
Update:This happened when i gave birth to my first child, and got way much worse when I delivered my second. My Paranoia is now turned towards a restless feeling that my babies are being watched and will be kidnapped, and that the nanny is harming them or putting something in the family food. We've got more cameras than the CIA. I'm never happy, always afraid and insecure.
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Yes sorry it does sound like you need a reality check. Maybe see a doctor and talk to him/her about these feelings.
You're paranoid.
The reality is that most people are so absorbed in themselves that they give you little thought.
Its impossible for others to control your thoughts and actions.
Every time a negative event happens, you interpret it as proof of your global conspiracy theory, why not instead focus on the 100 things that go right every day, instead of the one that goes wrong?
ADD You need professional help, it sounds as if you are suffering from post-partum psychosis
The world is messed up yes, but most people don't care about your life as much as you think they do. You think that way because it's your life and we are all a bigger deal in our minds than to others. Seek hlpe before it gets worse and/ or you pass this type of behavior to your children
u need to see a professional if u always feel like that, but u never know u may come out of it soon enough
Get help. You have very foggy perception. You are sick.