Do i look like a physco desperate ex?
Me and my bf dated for two months. hes the love of my life. he brokeup with me because his parents made him (LONG STORY) im absoluteley heartbroken. i cant go a day without crying. a week ago today was the day he broke up with me. i've texted him multiple times. he usually responds. he said he was sad. he defriended me from facebook because he couldnt stand to see my pictures it made him to sad. i texted him on tuesday and asked if he wanted me to stop talking to him and he said no. then thursday when i texted him hey! he didnt reply. so i sent "you tell me you want me to still talk to you and do this. why" and he never replied. i thought i should just give up and move on but then friday after school i saw him in the weightroom and as soon as i walked in and looked at him i literally started bawling. i walked out of the weightroom and pulled myself together. then came back in and lifted. i hope he didnt see me because i was so shaky i couldnt hold up the weight. literally all i do is think of all our old memories and cry. hes the love of my life. i just keep visualizing him here. i want to text him more than anything. i keep fighting back the urge. i dont want to look desperate.i need to appear strong. but i just cant take it. i really really want to say something to him. if so, what?
And if you want the full story to what happened please read this
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Look I know people will say "2 months?! Get over it" but it's hard going through a break up, especially if it's your first serious relationship. My first relationship was 3 months and when she ended it I was so shaken I couldn't manage to smile for a few weeks, and im normally a happy person. The key is to not talk to him for a while. Let yourself get over him. By talking you're ignoring the fact that yor relationship is over and feeding your heart's dependence on him. If you cut him off for a bit, you'll get used to not relying on him for your happiness, and when youre okay and can see him without becoming really depressed, then it's okay to start talking again. Give it time, and I'm sorry stuff didn't work out.
Talk to him in person, one day when you feel confident ask him what's going on?!!