am i emo of jus a sad girl?
well ok here goes. i started cutting my wist in 7th grade, but i didn't let people know what was wrong with me. my parents found out and i stopped...a little... there has been Lot of things going on in my life and i get really depress but my problem is i don't know how to open up so i leave all my sadness inside. sometimes i will be in my bed and cry for no reason. i got help for cutting so now i write poems but i still get this real depress feeling inside. i love black and skulls. al school this girl but me out to everyone to be emo and told everyone to look at my wist...that made me sad because that is myBusinesss. i don't cut to act out oattentionon. sometimes i can honestly say don'tnt want to be here. dont tell me i need help or im sick...am i emo
Update:i dont like the attition.. my mother i sthe only one i have and if i killed myself now i would breake her heart......
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Are you an emo, or just sad? Both. You are a sad emo. Let me explain something to you, ok? You desire the attention. No one fails to kill themselves unintentionally by cutting a vital vein. You did it to leave the scar to be noticed by someone else, it was a subconscious cry for help. And your announcing it here is just another reach for that attention.
No matter how bad you think your life is, there will always be someone who has it worse. In fact, I'm willing to bet that I have it worse than you. I'm rapid cycling bipolar, and it ruined my highschool life. Most of my real friends have moved away, the rest are just acquaintences and the medication has grayed my perception of life, robbing me of happiness or caring. I'm about to be forced to pay back on student loans and I'm not even out of school yet. I've been single for six years without so much as a one night stand or a date while watching my two year old niece grow up, and realizing that I'm approaching the age my father was when I was born. And there is much, much more, but I'll leave it at that.
And even that, I know for a fact that there are those who have it worse than me. Look up the half man - half tree, or the man with no face. Look at homeless Vietnam veterans with only one arm and no legs, spit on and called baby killers for decades before their country betrayed them.
Knowing this, I vow to plow forward and achieve my goals in life. I suggest you do the same. You don't have it that bad. I won't tell you you're sick or you need help, because you aren't and you don't. What you need to do is get over yourself, get some hobbies, make some friends and start living your life, because if you're willing to let it beat you now, you have no chance of a future.
Edit: "i dont like the attition.. my mother i sthe only one i have and if i killed myself now i would breake her heart......"
Cry me a river. I've heard a million depressed teens say the same thing, and they have nothing to really complain about. You don't even have a real scope on the grand aspect of life yet. Get out of highschool, experience real life first hand, get some REAL things to be depressed about, and then you'll realize how trivial this is.
For God's sake, no you are not 'emo'.
You can't be 'emo' because 'emo' is a shortening of emotional and when people talk about 'emo' they are normally referring to music, because there are certain EMOTIONS within music.
So unless you are a song or a piece of music, no you are not emo.
Besides, who would want to be? That 'culture' is so over-rated. I don't know what the fuss is, you can't even wear skinny jeans or Converse shoes anymore without being called 'emo' by all the un-educated tossers out there.
Sorry to be so blunt, but I ******* hate labelling and **** like this. I used to cut and I'm into metal and stuff...does that make me 'emo'?
Poetry is cool, but that also doesn't make you emo, sweetie. It just makes you very creative.
As for that girl in your school, I'd punch the *****
- like others have said before me...
- emo IS a music genre.
- you cannot be emo b/c i cannot be rap, alternative, blue grass, etc.
- if you have that certain style of kids these days with the big hair & heavy eyeliner, etc, the correct term is "scene"
- cutting is self mutilation, not "emo"
- you are simply depressed & need someone to talk to.
- i love skulls.
- i also love cupcakes, hearts & stars.
- you're not any more "emo" than i am.
- again, you're depressed.
Judging by how you type.
I'm guessing your still in 7th grade?
Well, either way, you gotta stop; Emo is a genre of music. You can't "be emo", no, i don't want to hear all this crap, your just wasting your life cutting your wrist and being depressed.
Just stop right now, and live a normal girls life.
Think about it this way when kids are looking and stuff just dont show them
next time someone is being picked on help them out
and egg that bitchs house
just a little sweet revege what comes around goes around right
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i think you need to talk to someone. i dont like labeling people so no your not emo