do i have a mental problem?
Im serious so please no harsh answers (unless you feel its necessary).
So for a while now i have trying to make myself insane. I have tried not eating, isolation, and not sleeping. I want to go to an insane asylum. I even locked myself in the bathroom for a few hours (im terrified of bathrooms).
Im also extremely paranoid. I check my whole room to make sure my parents arent in there to well hurt me. I always lock my door. And whenever entering a new room i check for killers and stuff.
Update:im 15, going into grade 10. I want to be insane because i want to escape everything and live in something else. Anything is better than this world. I have tried to kill myself before, and have plans to kill people. And have been suspended from a catholic school because i refused to pray.
Hope the extra info helps. Thanks guys
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I think the underlying issue here is why you want to make yourself insane? It's not fun I can tell you - It's practically ruined my life,, I used to be a straight A student, Now I can't even work an hour a week without relapsing,, or catch public transport, or talk on the phone, I cant hold down a relationship either. I also have to take pills everyday that make me physically ill . . . So why do you want to be insane?? If you answer with additional details I'll check back later.
EDIT_It sounds like you are suffering from depression.I would go to your doctor and hopefully you will find some peace of mind, best of luck to you!
congrats bro, your attempts to go insane have worked XD actually, you were insane from the start by simply having the obsessive need for a mental problem. all of the maniac things you do to yourself to DRIVE yourself insane, well, those are the acts of a mentally unfit person. paranoia, depression, homicidal thoughts... well done
i definitely don't recommend a psychiatrist or w/e, they always make things a lot worse or brainwash you into conforming with the norm. therapy is terrible. but be as creepy as possible when you tell your parents you're insane, they'll ditch you at an asylum in a split second xD
I'm the same, I suffer from horrible paranoia! But the best thing to is to talk to a professional even though it is extremely hard.. And it won't go away suddenly but with time it can only get better i guess..
I personally do think u might have a mental problem. I suggest you go see a doctor/psychiatrist emediatly. And if u r scared of ur parents being in your room may I ask how hold are you?
Yes. Get help.
you are o.k. who in this life does not have a mental problem...