Im a crystal meth user..?
please take the time to read and give your advice or input
its greatly appreciated and i really need it.
was i stupid for doing meth? very. regret it? yes. addicted? not even.
i feel like i have to share this with someone; and im ashamed to talk to my parents, friends, etc. so please take the time to read and try and give some adivce. its greatly apperciated by the way im 16 turning 17 in one week
well this is my story. i first tried crystal meth about 2 years ago. i decided to start one time because i was a big guy and i had heard that it helps u loose weight when you smoke it, so i decided to try it. after my first time i didnt do it again till months after. again my 2nd time i didnt do it again till months later.. well straight to tha point; i did it about 5 times in a year, then didnt touch it again till a week ago
time had passed.. and well a week ago me and my friends got together for a smoke out session (weed session) a week ago, and my friend brought crystal along. so we did it. after that we sold the weed and bought an 80 of crystal for four people and we did it- that was on friday 11/7/08. after that i bought a 20 for me and two friends on tuesday 11/11/08. again this friday(yesterday) we did it again.
right now im still high on it with no type of hunger and about 4hrs of sleep. like i said im not addicted at all. i can live with out drugs i dont need them to survive nothing like that. the reason i think im not addicted is because i have a strong mind. i always take charge of whatever it is im doing, from school to my job to my personal goals and etc.
now i want to know if im damaged badly in any kind of way from the times i abused crystal meth? and does crystal meth really help you loose weight? if yes how much? and how? also should i force myself to eat just a little bit, so i wont have a headache?
and well to the ones that took the time to read and give me some advice or your input- positive or negative, thank you very much
Comments
absolutely NOTHING good comes from doing drugs you are doing horrible things to your body just by using it once like killing brain cells. if you want to lose weight just go on a diet or exercise diet pills would be better than drugs i mean would you rather be fat or thin and dead?? i mean its not that hard of a choice... you should seriously stop using all drugs... even if you only do it a little bit its harming your body way more than helping
I've seen a lot of ruined lives because of meth. I would think that you've done some harm to your body, but that its not too late to get healthier. It probably helps with weight loss, but of all the ways you could lose weight, this is the worst choice. Yes, you should try to eat and make sure you are hydrated. Go slow, pick something healthy. Since you say you can leave it any time, I hope that you do. Soon. I hope for a nice life for you. You might need some new friends. Feel better soon.
Lose weight the healthy way... yes I know it is easier said than done, but consider this... all the weight you lose while you're using meth, you gain back double when you stop. Believe me, I know... also meth ruins lives, even with a strong mind it is highly addictive, so stop while you still feel strong. Good Luck bro.
If you want to lose weight, then exercise. Saying you tried a drug to lose weight makes you sound like a pathetic person. Regardless of what kind of responsible person you may be, people who do drugs are all viewed as bad people. Lose weight the normal way, and the non-druggie way.
crystal meth ruins your looks, i'd stop now before it gets any worse, seriously if you think your weights an issue, then you'll defo think "omg what has happened to my face" because it COMPLETELY and i mean COMPLETELY ruins your skin! just type it in on google. loose weight the healthy way instead of taking drugs.